So I haven't had time to put my own background and stuff. I decided to use one of the Xanga skins first. Actually, it's kinda cool. And I'm trying to figure out how to make my own skin. Maybe I make my own one day. That'd be so cool!

Yesterday, I received news that my dad probably can't get to sign of this Sunday because there is no one to relieve him of his command. I'm continuing to pray, anyhow.

It was an even sadder day yesterday when Adelia, one of my favorite cousins, and her family received news that her paternal grandfather passed away in the early hours of the day. Atuk was buried at 1.30pm. It was a dolorous day, one when no one spoke much but everyone was thinking the same thing. Adelia is clearly affected; she looks so tired out and somber today. I hope she'd recover well.  What affected me, however, is the knowledge that Atuk's fate is decided: eternal damnation. And I couldn't or didn't do anything to reach out to him, as short and distant our acquaintance may be. I also wondered at the number of Malays out there, dying without any knowledge of the Truth. This thought continues to rankle in my head. Should we let a man-made law hinder our work as followers of Christ?